Jem

I was only 13 yrs old when I had to leave a country I have been in for 13 years. I was in my 10th grade at that time. In our school 10 standard is so important. I had to leave everything, friends, my school, the country it felt so bad I cried each and every night than christina used to come in my dreams during this time she gave me hugs in her dream, she made sure I was doing fine and okay. I got depressed for 2 years after I left the country nothing came my way it was so hard to that I even doubted myself alot. I started getting panic attack I was only 13 at that time.. I was just too young for all this. Life was unfair I found christina after she was gone. I felt guilt. But her songs really helped make myself a better human being. Can’t say if I have fully recovered I really haven’t but each day I am trying and I listen to ‘I bet you don’t curse’ God alot. Due to all this I curse God alot. But she restored my faith. She did make alot of ppls life better and we love her for that and I hope she is doing great their more than celeb and frand relation. Christina is more like a sister to me
~with love frand💚